I dunno what my deal is lately. Im not stagnant, but Im not really going anywhere, either, you know?  I'm moving closer to moving out,like literally less than two months away...but I haven't even started to think about what Im going to do--what's coming with, what's staying behind, where it's all going, etc etc.
   Then there's this girl...we're ( Read more... )

I want to change the world with my words.

  Im super tired, and all i want to do is cuddle with duckie and go to sleep but im here with lindsay, Ashtay and Melagay.  We went tothe movies tonight with Whitays boss and my new friend Krystal as well,and it was awkward and i left feeling angry and frustrated through no ones fault but my own.  Duckie is sad and I want to be there with her to ( Read more... )

   Starting with the thing thats on my mind right now ( Read more... )

there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth ( Read more... )

  I know its the right thing, and its my first instinct, and I don't regret either knowing, or (not?) acting. Im no less happy or pleased with the way things are going.

But it still kinda hurts a little (and I know it shouldn't)

  Yesterday I felt great and today I feel like shit. I don't even know why.  I think that maybe it's because:

• I have two tests tomorrow that I am completely unprepared for, and though I intended to study fairly diligently for Anthropology, I dont know that no matter how hard I study for sociology Im going to fail. (hopefully I'll be able to take it ( Read more... )

   So this weekend I went to NYC with the Buffalo State Banshees, and I have to admit it was quite possibly the best adventure of my life. It was really chill, really fun, there was booze, there was no drama, there was lot's of laughter, and there was lots of bonds made.  They are quite possibly the greatest group of girls, so much fun, and just ( Read more... )

  Shannon might've found us an apartment for a great price! And it has a "sun room"!  Her friend from work was living there, and it's owned/rented by friends of the family I guess, so we're gonna go check it out and maybe even move in their BEFORE August! How fucking sweet would that be ( Read more... )

  I've got the "I Want Winter To End" Blues.  That's the only way I can really describe them.  Im saddened, not depressed (like I was last year at this time) but I really don't have a reason to be. Im horrible with managing my money, mostly because I don't make enough and between work and school I dont want to put any more time than I already am ( Read more... )