Been a while??
Sorry I haven't been keeping up with my blog as much. I have been swamped with the ever present callings and clingings of real life.
One, if you didnt know I was doing a church fast for 21 days, which included eating only natural foods, and i chose to fast my leisure time on the computer for 21 days........you can imagine how occupied i was then >_>; lmao!! I jest...but I learned about how much of a control food has on me. and about how to appreciate things,...and I lost weight..majorly.
Also....Work.
Chic-fil-a, lord knows I love working there but to put it simply I have good days and bad days. It's really fullfilling to me to serve people you know? to put smiles on people's faces and tell them "even though your life is pretty eff'd up..you can always have a chicken sandwich?!!!" lmao!! well not really but...I might as well say it.
but I have fun and I feel like im learning life lessons there....about patience, about how to grow the fuck up and not talk about people like a busy-body, and about how doing a good job makes you feel good at end of the day.
School.
I'm pretty much tired of. I was taking Business Document Processing but....I had to quit. i'm too far behind, I was probably failing with a shit ass grade.....and three..its pretty hard to keep up with the class when you don't even have the software.
So I had to let it go^^. but alas matey...i'll be takin up the course again next semester along with Medical Terminology which is a five hour credit class. Please pray for me that I might have a huge favor to pass %_%
And downtime wise...I have been BETRAYING the fandoms.
My poor darlings...I have no word of whats going on with..all of them. some of them yes I have been keeping up with.
Saw Dead End's clip at jack in the box. that was pretty awesome...although im pissed they cut that shit too quick!!! And I found clips online of some really old Dead End live that was on VHS, i'm not sure where its from exactly...but i have never seen it before...i think its just some old live on a vhs!! (redundant much..but really that is what it seems like)
Only thing that bummed me was that Back in the Shadows live was a great instrumental...but Morrie darling...THAT VOCAL WAS ....not so fabulous. he seemed so tired. but yuji had enough energy for everyone it seemed!! the vocal though..it dissapointed me so. that song is like so...well lets just say i think that's one of the dead end fan's lesser favorites.
but to me...its one of my top faves...like as 'in i'll put that shit on blast and scream the made up lyrics to it i've forged in my brain'..^__^.
(pretty much all of Dead End I know...save for the last few tracks on Dead Line (1-6) and Worst song me likes...the others..not so much >_>;)......thats about the only parts of Dead End I pretty much "meh" over.) Even metamorphosis has grown on me...i might have to retract a few statements i've made earlier about it.
Shaura, he's pretty much..well I don't even know. But I do know he has a single coming out next month, a Dvd with XOVER that is titled 'untitled'. lmao. and that his new bands name is Seventh Sense, the dead band that has magically resurfaced..sans dear Kazuno.
Daisuke and the studs.....its almost painfully clear there is no hope for my darlings T_T. but I really hope daisuke does vocal work in another band..if anything I don't think their talent should die even if the studs don't make it as a musical unit.
don't even let me make a fool of myself trying to think I know what gackt was doing?
Ah well....im doing ok now a days. Pretty soon I will watch the ninja movie. Rain's head doesn't loook like it normally does...all smooshed in and duck like,....well at least while he's rocking the long weave!! lmao.
ta-ta everyone
~Thelly
p.s. wrote some poems...might post them soon