A song I wrote
*this was written by thelly*
(As per norm ^^)
Close the Door
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As you walk away,
I study the last traces of your silouhette...
Many factors led to this moment,
but we cannot play this game anymore.
You lead, I follow
it is a never ending cycle...
'Will I ever catch you?'
'Will I ever be enough?'
These fragile insecurites that circled my mind,
were my most precious memories of you.
But no more,
I've closed the door
locked away my heartache,
locked away the sadness,
locked you from my heart
I've closed the door
Shut away my fears,
Swallowed all of my tears,
I've ripped it all apart.
It won't be like before,
I've closed the door.
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Watching you walk away,
you never looked back...
which hurt more than anything.
Yet all the while,
I sat there hoping...
hoping that I was something to you.
'What a fool I was to the very end'
But no more,
I've closed the door
locked away my heartache,
locked away the sadness,
locked you from my heart
I've closed the door
Shut away my fears
Swallowed all my tears
I've ripped it all apart
I swear, it won't be like before,
I've closed the door.
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So long I wanted to get to you
to feel you
to know you,
the one I adored....
But nevermore,
I've closed the door.
Shut away my fears
Swallowed all my fears
I've ripped it all apart
I've closed the door
locked away my heartache
locked away my sadness
locked you from my heart
I've closed the door..
I've closed the door..
I'd have done anything to be with you before...
But I closed the door.
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*okay don't even ask me why I made up this song. but yeah somehow I got the idea to write a songish type poem. but somehow it got this long..and it seems too emotional.
no its not from my point of view really, but somehow I just wanted to write a song like this. Do you ever think it will make it to the radio? ^_^