Reality hits home. =/.

I thought this would be easy.
But it's not.
I thought i could stop thinking about you.
But i haven't.
I thought i'd be over you,
but i'm not.

FUCK IT.
IM NOT ON FUCKING CRACK.

Dear Timothy ( Read more... )

Who's to say that things won't be different.
I'm writing a letter to my dad, asking to speak with him in person. Enough is enough. Why should i be afraid of him? He left me. He walked out on me. I want him to tell me that he doesn't want me and why to my face, once and for all.
I really need to get the fuck over you.I don't know why it's so fucking ( Read more... )

things are going to change when i get back.
and that's fucking final.
i need to get you out of my head,
once and for all.

I leave for New Jersey today ( Read more... )

You fight for them to realize,
there's more to life;
there's more to you;
there's more then meets the eye.

11 months. =].

with a boy i love with all of my heart <3.

Tonight is the concert, i am SOOO PUMPED.

It's weird, usually i'm the nervous one. but i'm really not. i'm excited. i can't believe this is happening as fast as it is :D.
I'm a little disappointed at the amount of people that aren't coming, in fact it actually surprised me at the people who aren't making much of an effort. When i could have given ( Read more... )

I am done doing anything for anyone.
It gets me nowhere.

So, my band is playing at the buffalo icon this thursday. I'm so excited, i can't hold it in. Becca made the connection, and we're opening for a band called "Young Love ( Read more... )

This song made me cry.
I don't think i've ever
had a song more perfectly fit for me.
And surrounding situations.
Like, happy tears, lol.

I feel like i've lost too many people I care about.
I feel like i've lost myself.
I want things to change, but ulitimately, i dont
know how they ever could.
But, I'm still here.I am a question to the world ( Read more... )

I look at her with a gut wrenching feeling, and i'm soo tired of it ( Read more... )