Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I ( Read more... )

I'll be okay;
is that what you want me to say?
It's called breakup.
'Cause it's broken.Yesterday Becca picked me up and i went over to her house. She cooked for me and then we took a walk over to the italian festival. it was raining, which wasn't a problem for me but becca really doesn't like the rain, so. She didn't really get to experience the ( Read more... )

yeah.....

i don't know.

Now that's a conversation worth saving.

Work was nice.
I'm so excited for tomorrow,
the girls and I are going to
the Italian Fest, then something
after, who knows.

The goo goo dolls is coming up soon.
I have one extra ticket.
I bought it for rachel.
I wonder if she wants it.

"and ill walk u through anything u face, and carry u in times when u cant get through."

Was it something in the way i never respond?
My mind is always elsewhere..
Is it in the way that I never call?
That made you think that I don't care?

I've tried my best to explain
But when i try you say I only complain
So how can we expect things to be
the same?

I've got a long long way to go
It would be nice to hold your hand
But you're so quick to let me ( Read more... )

it's taking a lot out of me
to tell you how long it will be
before i can spend some sweet time with you again
(sweet time)

i'm hoping i'll be finding success
(you know you will)
you know that i'll be trying my best
(you know i will)
the thousands of miles will not make me love you less

so i'll see the world while you stay home
and i'll drive these roads ( Read more... )

I think the word bestfriend is thrown around too much. I mean what does the word really mean? Is it the one friend who you see all the time, that's just like you, always makes time to see you and enjoys doing the same things that you do? Or is it the friend you've known for a long time, that can't always make the time they want for you, but hold a ( Read more... )

you're just one big walking disappointment.

i'm taking the words "like" and "i don't know" out of my vocabulary.

So i need to find someone i can connect with. a bestfriend. 
I know Rachel is my bestfriend.
But I don't really think that I'm her's anymore.
And that kind of really sucks.

Joel has been talking to me. 
He gave me a big hug for the
first time in ( Read more... )