So i have my ups and downs...right now though is totally an up. For some reason im feeling really good, and there is no pain.....awesome ( Read more... )

holy shit dude...4:22 in the morning, and i cant sleep for the life of me. A million thoughts racing through my mind, but they all only have one focus. I cant believe i am this bent over her. ive been tossing and turning all night, and am wide fucking awake. I want this pain to stop so bad right now, regardless of the outcome ( Read more... )

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a mixture of emotions is more like it, feeling sad, and angry, yet angry is being sad without understanding why, so in a sense im only really sad. i wish that i had someone to talk to, but then again, if the is no one to talk to, you can deal with yourself on the inside....i dont know what the fuck im talking about, so im going to go to sleep. late

Oh man, im miss her so much right now, and i dont know why. i mean ever since a few weeks after she left me, i have never have felt this strong, it almost brings me to tears. I sometimes wonder how she can smile and act like nothings wrong, why is it that i have to feel like shit everytime im in the same room with her. Maybe its something i need to ( Read more... )

not much to say...i did something serious to my back and so ever sitting reclined hurts. i can only lay down....i hope everything is going to be cool, i cant be out like this....

To whom may give a shit ( Read more... )