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[1066] in touch
it's less cold all of a sudden. the atmosphere in my heart and mind has warmed considerably. it may be a good sign for other things as well. dreams about going sailing..... -
[1065] it is worthwhile to live and fight courageously for sacred ideals
its been a long time since i felt like coming here. have journalled offline, a scrapbook of sorts. someday i may have it sent to him, all the way across the ocean. that'll be the day he'll understand.
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference ( Read more... ) -
[1019] wheels, spinning
"It's common to see people with broken bodies that turn inward, bodies that turn downward... The spine reaches up and the head sits there. Everything is comfortable. You must always be conscious of aspiring upward. Even if you sit down you don't go down. If you think the whole body goes down when you sit you're revealing something about your ( Read more... ) -
[1013] snowflakes & butterflies
this just might be it. could be permanent this time. im starting to get used to the idea. just when i was willing to reveal more, actually give something of myself, he pulls back like the idiot he is, probably always has been, considering his 'dating history'. or lack thereof. heh. whatever. im considering meeting up with bachelor #3. who liked my ( Read more... ) -
[1010] approaching apocalypse
hopeless. the fucker just doesnt get it. im pissed, disappointed, raging at the thought. no one gives a shit anymore. its been like that ever since it happened. one way or another. all of them just out to satisfy their fucking twisted needs. perv fetishes. me = abstract object of desire. thats all. until they get bored. or scared like a bunch of ( Read more... ) -
[1001] simpleminded
dark to medium gray thoughts on a moonlit night. its blindingly simple. its all there. laid out in front of him. like a damn map of the universe & everything beyond. & yet, he doesnt get it. i can be this or that, here or there. him? still hasnt deciphered the code. probably never will. intellect, focussed all in one place. the wrong one. come ( Read more... ) -
flames
he really doesnt know me at all ( Read more... ) -
the common people
'long time no see ( Read more... )
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