Ok. Its fucking tedious writing all that bullshit out. So to make a long story short about yesterday: I filled out an app at Sonics, lots of applicants, my app on bottom, unlikely i'll be hired; bastards! Went to the mall and realized why I hate the mall, bought a slurpee and life was good again. Some people in the mall approached me and was like " ( Read more... )

Today, it started off slow but refreshing despite the fact of getting NO SLEEP, AGAIN! I felt tired last night at around 11:00 PM and I decided to lay down, thinking I was going to get sleep (the previous night I only got 2 hours sleep) :\ I ended laying down till about 4 AM, which was relaxing I suppose, but, I wanted to sleep. Oh well, I got up ( Read more... )

My mind wasnt at ease today. A very selfish emotion somehow reared its ugly head tonight. I hope tomorrow will be a more clear day. Goodnight ( Read more... )

I think I found a new hobby that is both relaxing, satisfying, and fulfilling at the same time! BARBECUEING (however that hell you spell it)!! I am recently discovering I have an innate knowledge for food...especially those being barbecued. I cooked some steak today and it was damn good. I marinated it in my own special sauce which consisted of ( Read more... )

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Two threads interwoven;
the fact that they are interwoven does not matter,
the only thing that matters is the
intricate patterns that they form.
That is why fractals are so beautiful -
one step always leads to another.

Goodnight, goodnight indeed.
Remember to thank the beauty of your own mind.

Lately, I have been very nastalgic. I have even been having dreams of my past in New York. Not the negative horrible aspects that aren't even worth remembering, but the positive ones influenced by one of the greatest friends I will have ever met in my entire life - my Shihan. I feel very incomplete without his guidance and as soon as I score a job ( Read more... )

It was a very invigorating night, after all. The band played surprisingly well to a fairly decent sized crowed (no one left). So, I suppose thats a good sign. The remainder of the bands truly rocked out with their cocks out (literally!). At the end of the night, there was supposedly a stalker about in the area spying, so cops came and everyone had ( Read more... )

I never thought I would be here. Eh...lets just say its a little expirement. BTW, if anyone can show me how to make this journal thing look better. Let me know, because gray and white kinda sucks ( Read more... )