Life's so complicated...

[themagus84]

I'v been thinking alot about my dad lately. I could have sworn I did pretty well on the healing after he died. Yet everytime I hit on something that reminds me of the situation of it all I can't control my sadness. I was so close. Just a few months away from having enough money to visit him in Nebraska. I so much wanted to know him. To be his only

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Just a quick thought -

[thisisourmusic]

Sometimes it's better to be left with the beautiful torturous fantasy. Just don't let the torturous overrun the beautiful.
Know that he is breathing inside of you, he is your blood, your bones, and whatever you do, I'm sure he'll be proud, even though circumstance dictated your distance, there is an unspoken bond between father and daughter - to love and be loved and that, never, ever dies.

Re: Just a quick thought -

[themagus84]

Thank you stranger. That really does make me feel better.