Private Post: Seclusion Sucks

Oct 19, 2004 15:01

Why did I talk Severus out of eloping?

I know, weird, huh? And I know he was only teasing, that last night. That he wants this.

I don't know what I want except, to see him again.

I had a dream last night. I woke up and needed him, damn it. I didn't sleep for the rest of the night, so I was falling down tired the rest of the day when they were trying to ask me questions. Plans for the future, what I'll do if not approved by the Ministry for the C.O.

I'll show them what I'll do if they dare not approve, after putting us through this

At first it didn't feel like a dream. It felt like I woke up and there was a snake on my stomach. Just lying there. A lovely green one with black eyes. I guess I must have thought it was yet another test by the Ministry and I spoke to it.

It spoke back.

Only I couldn't understand it.

There isn't a snake in the world I can't talk to, and some lizards too, when you get right down to it. Only this one was shaking its head at me and speaking and I didn't understand a syllable.

I don't even know when I realized it was a dream.

There was a noise, like, from far off. The sound of a hunting horn. It made me shiver. And when I did, the snake was gone.

I think it was a dream.

Damn it, Severus, I need you. Is it too late to elope?
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