it dies today... not talking about the band

[themancalledjoe]

when the sun peaks over the farthest sight i have of route 460... i will light the second half of my last cigarette. i've decided that i WANT to quit. im not completely determined, so i wont say its done for good after this. but im surely hoping i muster the strength to refrain from yet another weakness of mine in the future. i wish i never started

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[ashie_cole]

So...It's me...wishing you luck! Need to vent at any point and I'm sure to be online...someone you can talk to without potentially hurting...lol

[dalegot7]

i remember in the movie House Arrest, all these kids trapped their parents in a basement. one of them was a smoker and started goin crazy from not havin a smoke, askin people if they had any. one woman had one, but she wouldn't let him have it. her reason was that it was her last cigarette. she had quit several years before, but she kept it as a motivational tool.

maybe bum a cig off a friend, but don't smoke it. keep it. and when you feel tempted, just look at it and say "Yo she-bitch! Let's go!"

[themancalledjoe]

im not that strong... it would be gone.