You know when you try to make sense of something and pin point where exactly things went downhill.. but you just can't seem to put your finger on it? That's me.. right now. I don't understand why things went the way they did w/ Kirk coming to visit. I mean we had some fun (ok we made our own fun) but it just wasn't the same as before. IDK. Whenever ( Read more... )

Today not only did I get to hang out with the lovely Becky but it was my first day working in the pharmacy. woot woot. Ok so really I spent 3 hours staring at a computer screen and watching videos, reading and answering questions.. WOOOO..oo..o.... But I did get to meet Terry the pharmacy manager who seemed like a really cool guy, he graduated 7 ( Read more... )

I really thought that I had everything all figured out.. that I would soon find a nice boy to start dating and get into a real relationship.. but I guess all my friends are right that I couldn't handle such an endeavour at this point of my life. It's sad.. I think I want a relationship and to go back to g-ville so that I can get all the attention ( Read more... )

"I'm losing you and its effortless" This totally relates to Paul. I totally ignored him for about three weeks.. and really he didn't even see it coming. I don't know what to think of the relationship with Paul.. is there anything that I had learned? I guess I need some more time to think about that one. There must have been some reason that Paul ( Read more... )

Thank goodness that exams are OVER! WOO! I think looking back on this semester I've def. changed. I don't think I'm grown into a better person quite the contrary.. I dunno maybe I've become a stronger person due to the past two semesters. It's funny...I used to be so geniunely happy. Maybe I was naive.. but it felt so real. Wow I sound like I'm ( Read more... )

I don't think that I've EVER been this stressed out.. like EVER! I really do think that my brain is going to explode sometime soon.. hopefully after all my exams are all over with. So I've got econ and chem on saturday... weee fun! I really want an A in econ which means that I need to get a 93 or 92%.. and in chem I need about an 80ish% to get a B ( Read more... )

I hate putting lyrics into a journal entry.. but this song is so totally me.. not even me half the time.. but all the time.. or maybe just all the time right now.... hehe ( Read more... )

I've been learning a LOT of dance these past few days... and I'm lovin' every minute of it. Really I think that I've found my new passion in life! Wednesday night I went to a swing dance lesson. Friday I went swing dancing with roomie, Erin and Brent. Brent tried to teach me how to rumba or something like that.. but really I just didn't catch on. ( Read more... )

So I guess I've got a lot on my mind lately....so I haven't been feeling like myself. I really don't feel like seeing anyone or doing anything. Today I've felt like I wanted to cry all day long.. and really there's nothing wrong. It's funny I just gave myself a little mini vacation and now I need another one. I think I do wanna cry. My last cry was ( Read more... )

WWooo! So this weekend I decided to take a mini-vacation away from everyone and everything. It was nice and relaxing. I actually feel ready to take on two more weeks of classes and then hell week. Yesterday I was in the sappiest romantic mood EVER.. Erin and I watched Breakfast at Tiffany's and Phantom of the Opera ( Read more... )