holy crap.. a couple of days ago i wrote daniel is gorgeous and signed my name on a table at the park ... well he kinda saw it today and knows and yea really excited... i like him... hes great... beautiful man... ashely saw him and was tellin me about it and now im gonna be outside everyday just so i can see him... hes wow!

i think its pretty sad shelby picks cameron over me... im sorry but hes really two faced... and right now... seems like shelby is too!... i wasnt really that mad at brianna or dana actually it was pretty much just shelby... so im sorry u two but shelby no!

hey well right now im kinda upset... shelby brianna and dana came to my neighborhood today and none of them stopped by to say hi.... they went straight to camerons... i feel like their takin up for him and its just... i dont know... o well... if they rather hang out with him then me ... their lose... i mean they didnt have to hang out with me but ( Read more... )

omg i found out some stuff and im really mad... i told one of my friends... im not gonna say who she knows who she is and i know its u cuz i only told one person.... i told her somethin when i was really mad and i didnt mean it but she went and ran and told cameron... WTF!... ur suppose to be my friend but ur the one thats makin it worse... i ( Read more... )

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hey well today was awesome... went to the mall with shelby brianna and dana... saw mark higby there... beautiful man!... we hung out from like 3-8 had alot of fun... havent seen brianna or dana in a while... missed them.... i took pics of everyone .... quite fun... and we were at zumies and we were listenin to the music that was playin there and we ( Read more... )

hey well today my mom called her aunt and my uncle has cancer... hes gonna start radiation soon and once thats done me and my mom are gonna go out there for 2 weeks probably in october ... i hope it doesnt spread... oh yea my aunt told me today if anything happens at school with u know who shes gonna pay for me to move out there with her... my life ( Read more... )

hey well ive had the worst summer all because of one person... and im really upset... april was tryin to make me feel better but... yea well yesterday shelby was over and cameron IMed her and was all like "jamies messed up... she got me in trouble.. its all her fault" and like every 5 sec. hed say "fat jamie jamies fat i cant talk to jamie because ( Read more... )

well today i really didnt do much... i had to clean cuz my grandma was comin over.... she hasnt been over here for 2 years... wow i know... well she came over for dinner and we hung out and talked and she gave me $40 so that made me happy i wish i coulda got more since shes rich and im poor really poor... but oh well $40s good... when she got here ( Read more... )