Weekend

[themeindzeye]

I went down to Rolla to visit Kevin this weekend.  I guess I was hoping that I'd be completely over him and that would be alright.  I find I am still attracted to him.  :/  It's very frustrating because if I look at pics of him, he's not a super hottie and I don't feel that ache in my chest, but I do when I'm around him.  We had lunch and then

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[ayufandom]

Yes, poor Amy. Didn't know a lot about her, seeing as I don't keep up with celebrities.

And I'm happy that you got your apartment! And I know all too well the sinking, aching chest feeling when around a certain ex. D:

Make enough money and bracelets to put yourself into a diabetic coma. In other words, MAKE MUNNIES! :D

[puckbunny87]

That feeling will go away. It takes a few years at least, though. Hell, I saw Chris on the freeway a while back and although there is no attraction for him at all, I still felt tight chested and panicky. It took me YEARS to be able to listen to songs that reminded me of James without feeling like I needed to throw up.

So, that wasn't very encouraging, sorry. It will get better! And you KNOW Kevin didn't make you happy, and he isn't what you want. You just have to remind yourself of that. Repeatedly.

AAAAAPPPARTMENT!!

[themeindzeye]

Yeah, I'm feeling hopeful in that I am not totally devastated, just kind of sad. He was a terrible boyfriend. He is a much better friend. *lol*

ZOMG APARTMENNNNNNT