we make believe every day
we make our lives seem like they're still worth living
when we find out in the end
it's only us that we've been kidding

first of all, i look like poop in all my clothes, thus, I'm wearing a big t-shirt that says fourbanger on the front.. there a good band so it's okay..

second of all, i JUST dyed my hair on,  what, tuesday? and my roots are already grown out half an inch?! What is this? And I KNOW that the dye went all the way to the roots, because i sat there and ( Read more... )

WTF?!?!?!

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Tonite was soo awesome... first we went out to dinner at oreganos, which was such a weird experience, I don't know if i'll ever go back...

Then we went to Oasis, which felt kind of akward at first, and I started to feel sick from all the hooka, and felt tired, but once we started dancing, it was crazy fun. I love pretending to know how to damn.. ( Read more... )

I saw a picture of brenna today... it made me realize how much i miss her

i also talked to my dad today... made me realize how much of an asshole he is

jessica- 0  self pity/hate- 9999999999000000000000

i hate my body, i hate the way clothes fit on me, i hate how i feel the need to flaunt my boobs to make myself feel attractive, i hate how me not liking the way i look ruins my days, i hate how im superphical, i hate how i can't spell, and i hate how you would think the one person that would make ( Read more... )

Help me name my goldfish!!! I will take suggestions...


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depressed, sick to my stomach, didn't sleep well
shoot me?!

I hate this. I hate feeling this depressed. I hate feeling like I'm a terrible person. Why do I have such problems making good true friends? god, im such a loser ( Read more... )