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[themic]

the only thing that sucks more than not being happy is being depressed. yes, there is a difference. depression has no real logical bones to it; it's more like getting an itch on the side of your foot somehwere, only you can't scratch it for some reason, but it remains to itch really really bad

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[ohhmeghan]

college makes you grow up. you will never really be ready for it until after you do it, sadly. how can you learn the things you need to succeed in college without being in the midst of it? taking a break probably wont get you anywhere.

come on...i know ryan's core is this cocky, confident peice of shit that knows he can do anything (or anyone).

its still in there. sometimes you just gotta scrape away the defeats and ignore them. life will alwasy be changing and new slates will always be made. and you still have a home up here, whether we can afford to pay for it or not.

"i am awesome." yeah..you know you are, so dont let anyone allude to otherwise.

[themic]

my awesomeness is never at question. rather my ability to maintain it's status.

i'm starting to come to the same conlcusions that i did last semester, and i'm wondering if maybe it is a sign - i need to find someone and just get the fuck away from here (whatever 'home' may be that is).