So i'm trying to make the decision to go back to SF and no hawaii. I dont think I can keep on running away from myself and the things that im afraid of. Going to Hawaii might mean I'm just running away and putting my life on hold again. I want to settle down, meet new people and allow myself to open up to someone else instead of avoiding and ( Read more... )

got my rocketbird shirt! will have to take a picture and model its awesomeness soon :)

snow day!!!!! woooooo! my 5oclock night class is canceled, tho i would have liked to go to it. and although my research class isnt officially canceled, i might opt to not go since i dont want to be trapped at school if it snows anymore. theres like 3 inches or more out! and it doesnt look like its going to stop anytime soon. i guess i get to spend ( Read more... )

if you love me get me this shirt in medium or any other shirt from this site :)

http://www.threadless.com/product/362/Rocketbird

i love it!

It’s kind of scary sometimes when you think about someone’s life is in your hands when you’re at the hospital. Especially when it’s your turn to give out meds. We’re supposed to check and recheck, and then recheck again. And after you think you were being so careful and meticulous about them, you find out you might have done something wrong. It’s ( Read more... )

hmm... have i become desperate enough to try paying for an online dating service? anyone want to cough up money for me haha

woo hoo tomorrow's high will be 44 degrees! with it being 30 when i get ready to go to the hospital at 6am :(

get me out of here!

so it's been a while since i've updated, so i thought id do a quick rundown of the past 6 weeks or so since i wrote. basically the semester ended and i learned that you shouldnt try to do well on an exam, because the harder you try, the more you will fail. and if you walk out of an exam thinking that went pretty well, then you better be prepared to ( Read more... )

I remember a few years ago my brother and I got into a really bad car accident on our way to the airport. It was pretty surreal. I remember looking out the window and spinning around on the freeway. Cars were coming at us quickly, and somehow my brother got the car to pull over to the side before the engine stopped working. The car was totaled, and ( Read more... )

sometimes you dont know when you want to know, when you need to know or else you spend all day ruminating about it and end up being grumpier and more annoyed than before