i was just wondering for anyone who has been in a relationship and been hurt really really bad...but went back to that person. did you get over what they did to you? did you forgive them?becuase ive been through that recently and i feel like i am losing my mind. cuz i all i feel is anger andresentment towards him...i mean i love him with all my ( Read more... )

well christmas was ok i geuss...my x-mas present to my parents was spending time with them so i had to do the whole family thing. even though when i got there NO ONE knew who i was cuz i have changed so much in the past year. crazy, huh? my uncle stared at me for like 15 minutes before he recognized me. anyways i was really uncomfortable their. i ( Read more... )

meghan sorry i had to see if i could update this journal cos mine wont let me update.

-lori

hey....
umm well its christmas eve i had an ok day. actually seemed to get along with everyone. tommorow its the family thing... and then to my other familys (my boy) house. i want tommorrow to be a good day cuz im sick of not being happy.well peACe

i am at the point right now where i know who i am ...and who i could be. and i wanna be that person that i could be but i am scared.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME

01 | sleeping alone at night

02 | ending up alone

03 | sometimes the future

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH

01 | rashel

02 | jeremy

03 | lori

THREE THINGS I LOVE

01 | jeremy

02 | my family

03 | writing

THREE THINGS I HATE

01 | broken promises

02 | being cheated on

03 | getting hurt

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND

01 | why for some people ( Read more... )

ok so i got my boyfriend fired from his job ...sort of. i woke him up 2 hours late and they fired him but he was already on the edge to begin with

anyways....still alot on my mind just wish i had someone to talk to about it.

have you ever been so lost in your mind it fucking pissed you off? so confused and lost that you don't know what to do anymore....well that is where i am right now...and the one person i can talk to....well...i don't wanna talk about that. i just wish i could get all of this off of my mind and talk to someone about it.just let the tears and anger ( Read more... )

can someone please show me how to change the backround on my journal? please?

anyways got to see my nieces...oh god they are so adorable i miss em so much. ya well i gotta go. peACe

well the boyfriend didn't go to jail. thank god. he has a heavy probation though owes like $800 within a month has to take drug tests and classes ....you know the usual. but if he violates he willgo to jail even longer.hopefully he stays good.ipray to god he doesn't go back ( Read more... )