Today I asked my boss if I had what it took to open my own grooming shop. He said yup. Said I do an impressive job on poodles. I love poodles. I think I would like to specialize in poodles. Well maybe just toy dogs, with an occasional big dog for shits and giggles. Well, that's stupid, just do them all and keep all of the money ( Read more... )

The last thing I wanted to hear last night was that my only son was fucking hallucinating that his uncle was spying on him. Today is his 26th birthday and I STILL have to worry about him. I am so heartsick being 1000 miles away. why does he do this shit when he is so fucking far away? I thank God his father had the presence of mind to call ( Read more... )

Bad foot days and Good foot days. Yesterday truly was a Bad foot day. My feet hurt ms so bad I had to ice them so I wouldn't kill myself. Today, on the other hand, was a Good foot day. Or as good of a foot day as possible. Funny how my life boils down to these simple events ( Read more... )

the last time I updated my journal, the stupid program zapped it into the ozone, again, so I have no ideas what I was thinking or doing at that time. I do know that I was on heavy narcotics which can certainly alter your normal way of thinking ( Read more... )

I can't take this laying around all day in one position, where your feet are even with your nose. It puts a terrible strain on my back. I didn't sleep for shit last night even though I was in my bed. I am actually tired but can't sleep. I keep dozing, but get no restlful sleep. Two more weeks of this? I don't know about that. I went back on ( Read more... )

Well, I had the surgery on my feet and owwee owwee ow!!!The drugs that they give you do not take the pain away. They just fuck your head up. Man, I was feeling sick to my stomach but I've stopped taking them and now I feel pretty good. Yesterday I went to see my doctor and he put a new dressing on my feet and I got to see my feet. I have a ( Read more... )

Here it is 5AM in the morning and there is no point in trying to sleep. I am so thirsty, but since I am having surgery at 8AM, I can't have anything and I am sooo parched. I am a little apprehensive about this procedure. The success rate is 85% so I hope I fall in that category. I also hope I don't have to stay in bed the whole 3 weeks of my ( Read more... )

I am so crabby I can't even stand myself. I really don't even have a reason for this except it is quite gloomy outside ( Read more... )

Yea, every once in a while I have one. Today's thought... Everything I have ever wanted, I have gotten. I don't mean like shopping for clothes or something. I mean, my heart's desires have pretty much been come true. Even when they were not good for me. Case(s) in point. when I wanted my first husband.... I SURE DID GET HIM, and marry him and ( Read more... )

I updated my journal yesterday, and it said it was updated,
BUT, it disappeared!!!! Anybody seen my entry of 5/12/03?
if so please send it back. Thank you.

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