cant sleep.

i hate not being able to fall asleep.

i had something profound and interesting to say. . . but i dont know how to write it . . .and i just dont feel like saying it

blah blah fucking blah

so my birthday was nice.
got a job.
had class allll day.
had a test.
mom made a sweet dinner.
devan witnessed the craziness of my family.
ice cream cake.
bday gifts.
thousands of cards, IMs and calls.
all in all it was a very nice day.

god its scary being 20.

so for the past few weeks ive been having some wierd ass up dreams. . . i have dreamt about man eating dolphins, marry prince william, being ryan from the OCs best friend and going to jingle ball with him. . and most recently last night i dreamt that i was riding on a rollercoaster with my grandmother and it went off the track and we flew up into ( Read more... )

wasting two hours before class sucks. i cant wait til next semester when i dont have to sit around doing nothing. . . i get to sit through 5 straight classes 3 days a week.. . woopwoop ( Read more... )

this weekend was good. it was nice seeing some people.

cold spring was beautiful. i love that place.

ps.

alexander wasn't that bad

"did anyone else see that lady FLIP OUT"

hahaha oh man another weekend of adventure with kelly

can't sleep.

all of these terrible thoughts keep rushing through my mind.

things i want to say.

things i should of explained.

but they all end up being horrible and mean

pent up emotions=worst thing ever

i went for a long drive today. i did the lake tour of putnam and westchester. . . it was such a great day. . . i wish i had someone to just drive around with. . .but it was nice just being alone. . . did some thinking. . . did some singing. . . raced a bunch of 16 year old boys. . . stopped and sat by a reservoir. . . went down random roads and ( Read more... )

im really tired. i wake up tired. i go to class tired. i sit at home tired. i really dont know whats my deal. i know i should get out and do stuff but i feel exhausted ( Read more... )

if anyone wants head... its $5 per suck!!

i hear i am fantastic at sucking cock!