I just wanted to say bye to everybody. I am glad I got to see those of you I got to see today, and I am sorry I missed those of you I missed. Thank you to everybody who has been so supportive of me these last few weeks. It means more to me than I will ever be able to express. I have been so blessed to have friends such as you. And Matt...I don ( Read more... )

I cannot comprehend why lesser people feel the need to tear down better people to feel better about themselves. I expected that kind of thing from someone like Kyle, but I never thought Heath would choose to be so petty and hurtful. Nub is so much more than any of ya'll (save Matt) can ever hope to be. Perhaps if you would get off your asses ( Read more... )

So have you ever been shit upon by a friend? Ooh, me me! It is nice to know that I have friends that love me for who I am and what makes me happy! No really, I mean I just love people that love conditionally! I guess it is a good thing that I am still totally lost and unhappy, 'cause if I were to decide to let him back in my life...Well there ( Read more... )

Blah! Friggin' Blah! That's about all I got to say for myself tonight. Blah!

Me

no worries heath, there are no reunions in the making, just healing. to ever be happy you have to let go of or at least embrace your past.

mistakes can be made, decisions forgiven, but can the past ever be forgotten? i am more open to the possibility...

mistakes can be made, decisions forgiven, but the past can never be forgotten

i rejoice in my sorrows. the mask, once so safe and familiar has become suffocating and heavy. but a wise man showed me that sometimes brokeness is necessary to shatter the shell. i am still a little scared of shedding my skin and finding what is left. will i be find worthy or wanting. all i can see now is that i must be found real. there was ( Read more... )

it is so great to find out for sure that you were right about somebody. even though you already know you were right about 'em, hard core evidence is always nice. i predicted this guy was gonna be a selfish, horny, lying bastard, and i was right. if you don't believe me just ask matt parnell. anyway, sorry my post seems so cynical, but if you ( Read more... )

I love me some Matt Parnell. That quote about an empty vase is exactly what I needed tonight. I am struggling hard these days with so many things in my life that I have let go too far. I am terrified of being an empty vase. Even though I know God just wants to empty the dead flowers to put fresh beautiful ones in their place. Finding out who ( Read more... )