The heart is a joke.

I've gone into recluse mode again. Sorry.
Someone say something uplifting.

Upon arrival, I am greeted by the two of the most beautiful girls in the world: Katie Baerg and Audra Dorsey. Later I come to find that that kids I knew from Woodlawn are not kids anymore and are BEAUTIFUL! So, I cried.

I'm so happy I'm seeing these people tonight. CAMP PICTURES!


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I wonder when in life God decides to make dog's eyes turn cloudy and their hair go grey. Near and Dearest said to me once that the roads on earth are like the veins in your body. I am starting to understand. It's all so habitual. It's all so repulsive and I wish I could stop or start taking the train. I wish I thought like Near and Dearest. I wish ( Read more... )

Jeremy and I wrote a song called, "Bailey, Please Don't Date My Drummer." The whole song is about memories we've had over the past three and a half years ( Read more... )

Camp was truly amazing. I am so glad I went. I feel so much better about so many things and this time I am not going to slip up ( Read more... )

I am gone for four and a half days.

I am already very anxious. I don't know why I am doing this to myself.

I subconsiously want myself dead.

lorrrrrrrrd.

I hope it rains so hard today.

I don't know what I am waiting for. I just keep sitting here expecting something amazing to happen, while knowing that nothing ever will. This seat keeps slipping out from underneath me practically begging me to get up and get out. I need to be kept and secured. Well, at least this is how I feel.

I've been very anti-social lately. I figure if I do ( Read more... )

Crash was a really great film.