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thenatrixthinks

lately...

Oct 03, 2006 20:07

I miss my senior friends. Those who have now graduated and senior to me rather. I miss not seeing them in the hallways and on fridays and at robotics. Now I am the senior, looked up to by those younger to me as I looked up to those older than I was. And so now I ask myself, am I doing what's right? am I being the senior that my seniors were to me ( Read more... )

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thenatrixthinks October 4 2006, 01:54:00 UTC

wow. I wrote an 'effing book. sorry all.

jibbermaster October 4 2006, 04:21:26 UTC

There is no problem with writing a book. Especially when you are feeling as you are. It sucks that there is so much stress in a senior's life, but as stressful as it seems, you always have to remember it can always be worse, so make the best of it now. Senior year usually gets better as it moves goes along. After winter break, time will seem to fly until the end of school, and then summer even faster. The questions you have about yourself cannot always be answered by yourself, turn to someone close to you and ask them to help you answer them. None of us can know what influence we have on people unless we ask them. And now to the WSA, it is not too late to help shape it, you hold a lot of sway as the younger generations are now looking up to you since we have departed. I know that WSA is lacking something, it is inevitable that with change comes new strengths and new weaknesses, but the way a group adapts to those changes is the measure of the group. I miss all of you in the WSA, especially the Gen 2s. Now who has written the book.

lordhenry4000 October 4 2006, 06:54:56 UTC

You're doing exactly what you're supposed to be doing. Believe me, I had the exact same feeling last year. "Am I doing this right? Am I being all to these younger people that the seniors were to me through high school?" Luckily, I had marching band to confirm that for me. There's nothing like an entire flute section desperately in love with you to boost your ego and give you some confidence. And I wasn't really trying to do anything differently. It just happens ( ... )

ladylazarus53 October 4 2006, 14:48:37 UTC

You're doin' all right kid. As always I'm here for you to spill your guts to. And to give stupid advice whenever you ask for it.

thenatrixthinks October 4 2006, 21:31:34 UTC

Thank you all. I feel a little bit better now.

I think henry wins the book contest though.

lordhenry4000 October 5 2006, 05:19:26 UTC

damn straight.