Lately I feel as if no one can help me not even if they tried but ..... heck no one ever tried in the first place. It's so obvious I don't feel so great, but everyone is too ignorant to notice the reality. I think I'm feeling left out of a friendship I shouldn't be left out of because I always thought of us as equal counter parts or a trio. ( Read more... )

One more week!! x)

I can so NOT wait until this week is over. You don't have any idea of how I dread this week and just wanna sit back, jam and vibe, and drink a lil hot chocolate while I'm at it.

Finals are such a huge bummer for me .... (other than every other teenager in highschool) but I think finals week always pushes me off the rocker the ( Read more... )

Hey kids. I should have been at the Choir concert supporting the songbirds but sorry kids no ride =(. I know you guys were wonderful though because whenever I don't go to these things I'm always reminded the goodness I missed. but ....

Any who ... since me had no ride I got to watch movies on HBO instead. I saw American Wedding and Spice World.

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About a few minutes ago I was talking to Toon and Jennifer about college. Jenn says she has no idea where she want's to go and Toon want's to go to A&M or U of T at Austin. Then I said I might want to go somewhere out of state like Trinity in Hartford Conneticut, but one way far and two am I good enough to be there? I can just go to Trinity ( Read more... )

OK IM A LIL TICKED OFF ...

I wrote an entry,but webpage froze so I had to re-open a one .........

Don't you just HATE when that shit happens? *agbu* haha

Anyways in brief. The day didn't get good until it was after school and Jennifer, Ogechi, Toon, Juliyana, and I did sum exchanging of the minds. Welll ... not really of the minds, but just ( Read more... )

Weekend hasn't been totally awesome, but it has been relaxin.

So ya not much going on and I wish sumthing was because I am a little bored. I wanna go catch a flick soo badly. Or go hang out at the mall and gawk at the weirdness going on inside. Other than that I am ok. Today I woke up at 12 and watched tv nonstop. I saw sum tube flicks like Man of ( Read more... )

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! X)

BREAK TIME KIDS!!!

Aren't you just ecstatic? Because I obviously am.

Im jammin right now and just letting a lil lose ....awesome awesome song!!!!! ...."Glorietta" by -MS-

Overnight, You take away the weeping
wake me from my sleeping
and I greet the morning light.
Overwhelmed, I turn my face to see you.
Once again I'm free to ( Read more... )

Im Sorry. I over reacted.

k?

Moving on, things haven't been so awesome, but I'm trying to make the best of it and just whatever'n everything. Im trying not to give a fuck about things and it's starting to work. But just as a heads up. If Im more quite or chipper then usual then Im either fake'n it or just wanna be normal for once. So no worries. ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

TODAY BLEW!!!!

IS IT SO WRONG FOR WANTING THINGS TO GO YOUR WAY FOR ONCE? ......

Ren Fest is in 1 more day! *happy dance*

So ya .... RF is this SATURDAY! I can't wait! It's gonna be so awesome! Even though some people aren't coming =p it'll still be pretty great. Juan's coming with us this year! yaya. He is such a nice guy can't wait to ask what's up in life and such. I'm also looking forward to kickin Toon's ass on the log! IT ( Read more... )