Sometimes, on days when I'm surrounded by couples, I find myself missing that feeling you get when you're with someone. Like maybe for one moment you are special.....

..I'd like to say I'm amazing but the fact is I'm not sure.

I guess I'll know by next week.

Spiriling out of control and in some ways I really love it. 
The complete freedom of not having to over analyize every detail of what I do or say is intoxicating. 
Like the alcohol that pouring down our throats as our smiles and actions go further.
Held in that place makes me as happy as I am with Risa and Christy in Disney. 
It feels so good, so fun, ( Read more... )

Last ngiht was great. New friends, a new scene and a new attitude does wonders for the mind, body and soul.

Song of my life is .38 Special's Hold on Loosely.

The best days are the ones where you wake up in someone's arms.
The good days are the ones when float around with a smile just because of some nice words.
The bad days are the ones when you hate a person who means so much to you.
The sad days are the one where you can't leave your shell without feeling the pain.

Sad day for me. Jerry is gone. forever. its all too final and i hate it.

heres to everything you ever taught me

With nine days left till I drive up to school I'm keeping wayy too busy. FL people I want to hang before I go so call me now. HPU people I can't wait to see you and I hope you all love hugs! Everyone else I wish I could see you.

"One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your friends
Thought it will never change but this time moved on
An ugly duckling grew up to be a swan
And now your chest burns and your back aches
Because now the years are showing up on your face
But you're never be happy
And you'll never be whole
Until you see the ( Read more... )

Some days are just meant for curling on the couch and watching movies that make you cry.

Also to anyone who cares to wish me luck I have an audition for a movie this tuesday. Could be big if they think I"m any good.

Still missing you guys.

I so screwed today up. I mean I fucked up. Bad. And while everything is supposed to be ok for me its not. That's wahts making me so angry right now. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Moving on....

I hate that when I actually call people they don't answer. I hate that people can't keep promises. I hate the fact that I get so angry and upset over this.

Happy note:
I'm ( Read more... )