Well allot has happened since i last wrote in here...i just got back from home yesterday, i went home last thursday night...My grandma passed away last tuesday and we had the services on this tuesday. My whole family came down to provincetown from all over...Florida, chicago, New York, North Carolina, and higher up in mass...It was really nice to ( Read more... )

This weekend was fucking awesome...Friday paul and i drove down to boston picked up brie, got lost in boston but just for a tid bit and then we were on our way to the cape to see Back of the Neck and CDC...In the beginning of the show some faggot got thrown through the wall and there was a big hole and when the kids putting on the show asked for ( Read more... )

Boredom has now completely consumed me...sombody help me ( Read more... )

yes, it has happened again, i had plans with kelly, hell i even gave up dodgeball to hang out with her tonight, she calls me after her meeting, i had been waiting over an hr and a half for her to get out of it. she says she cant hang out because she has homework, yet she is still online...this angers me, annoys me, hurts me...if somone doesnt like ( Read more... )

this is a story about a great night in late january ( Read more... )

im sick im tired im lazy im lonely im depressed im angry i want to get lost, its near impossible, shoot me now...please. but im going to colorado next week, so i geuss thats cool and seeing my sister will be fun. but now sucks here sucks and i suck.. goodnight kiddies<3

my friends are the best anyone could have...this birthday celebration was completely unexpected and made this day better than any birthday i have had in the past 10 years. it feels like for once my friends actually care, and thats really irreplacable for me. so thanks to everyone who made this day so great. best kids in the world ( Read more... )

you ever get the feeling that no one cares? thats how ive been feeling lately, im beginning to think there is somthing wrong with me. im all over the fucking place, one day im super happy and the other im wicked depressed, i really dont get it, and that is the worst part. i dont like being like this, i mean i geuss its part of growing up and ( Read more... )

Ya its a few days old, this is my journal, and therefore, my release, you dont wanna read it then dont. ya its exaggerated as is everything i write, but fuck it ( Read more... )

Well, ive snowboarded everyday this week and ithas been sick, but theres somthing about this week that is especially amazing. elizabeth...i could talk to her for hours and hours and hours, and i want to, i intend to...she amazes me, she is smart, she is gorgeous, she is just like me; just as existential, just lonely, just as deprived, just as jaded ( Read more... )