i am so utterly in love with the boyfriend...

i hope it lasts foreverr....................:0)

hes the best thing that's ever happened to me...ever!!!

Dear Livejournal ( Read more... )

i have never been so dissapointed and displeased with so many of my friends as i am this week.

whatever..ive known it all along.

its funny how with so many "best friends" i can be as lonely as ever.
haha fuckn joke.

I had such an amazing and relaxing vacation ( Read more... )

i made my deposit to bc today
im so excited
i can't wait til orientation
june 14-17

i really just dont care anymore im tired of leominster and i want to get the hell out. i want to move into my room and participate in everything and be a happy go lucky but poor college student.
4 months left....cant wait to be sooo antisoc this summer.

and why am i jealous ( Read more... )

three strike--youre out.

i wish i could rmeember what the fuck was up my ass on the sixteenth of february..i sound likea fuckn pussy.
didnt lose my job
i like everything
bipolar much?

im quiet
timid
robotic
and virtually uninterested in things i used to enjoy
i fucked up my car.
im sick of it all
i want to go away so bad

depression might be setting in again.