hey everyone I have a new journal and I would really love it if you added it. Thanks sweethearts!

_suicide_blonde

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You know I really don't think I can do this anymore. I really feel like i'm wasting my life, especially since the bomb attacks in London, [which my dad almost got involved it. He was in the tube BEFORE the one that exploded near Edgeware]. I don't know what it is about me, but there's just something wrong somewhere. I hate talking about it because ( Read more... )

Can you effing believe it? I'm so FUCKING excited! And it's my BIRTHDAY tomorrow, i'm gunna be 19, and this is just the fucking icing on the cake. I'm not going to the main one in Hyde Park on the 2nd cause that's my actually bday. But my friend Tenby who lives in Tenby, it's not just a funny nickname, she's got a spare ticket, and cause she knows ( Read more... )

Back again. Woooooo ( Read more... )

Alright Lovers ( Read more... )

Can't even really remember how to update! Back at home now till the end of summer *misses uni*. I really do, I miss everyone! It's really weird how i've got really different mates at uni compared to the ones I have at home. Like here the majority of my mates are chavs, and I don't really mind but it gets on my tits a bit when all I wanna do is lie ( Read more... )

This is the most depressing thing i've written in my entire life, and what sucks is that it's all tru. :(

Try not to breatheI don’t know if I can cope with this anymore, the constant gnarling feeling that something is going to go very wrong very soon. The complete dread at waking up in the mornings, when the grey light seeps through the slim crack ( Read more... )

Hmm, it seems I like updating this journal every couple of months. I can't really do it at Uni because i'd have to go to the computer room and it bugs me that people are around all the time, i'm just a paranoid person. Nothing really interesting happens at Uni anyway, all me and my friends do is sit around in my room and watch TV and smoke weed. Or ( Read more... )

I gotta get up in like, less than 7 hours. Meh. But American Pyscho is turning out to be better than I thought it was gonna be. Ooooh Jared Leto is about to get axed. Shame, he had such pretty eyes. I never thought an insane pyscho killer could be so funny. I'm lovin' the 80's soundtrack too. Hey, who needs sleep anyway. Willem Dafoe always plays ( Read more... )

Sorry this isn't under a cut. Actually i'm not. I'm upset and it's my journal. And it's full of typos and mistakes. Give me a break, it's hard to see when you're crying ( Read more... )