It has come to my attention that anger is resonating from me, therefore I have set aside a venue in which I shall vent my frustrations upon the unsuspecting public. There is another livejournal around going by the name of Malakai_Damien. That is where I shall post my public flogging of idiocy ( Read more... )

Yep we're back together.

I turned 19 on Sunday. I have spent two hours trying to beat solitaire. TWO HOURS! That's fucking lame. Unfortunately, that's all you get as an entry.

"Wait and Hope!"

It has come to the attention of a certain few individuals that perhaps I am not everything I have claimed myself to be. Perhaps I am not as witty and charming as a British guy. Perhaps I am not as muscle toned and tan as a California surfer. Perhaps my intellect does not rival that of an MIT valedictorian. Perhaps my heart does not bleed for all ( Read more... )

I have casted off my former existence as man casts off old clothes. I now style myself simply as Le Compte. Just what I am the count of I have not decided for I have not yet found my Monte Cristo. I have remained my enigmatic self suffering only to exhaust my body for money and the visits of famille and the others who feel this imprisonment. Once ( Read more... )

So apparently I spoke a little too soon about not having time to be heartbroken. I've found the time to be plenty heartbroken. I still miss her and there is nothing I can seem to do to get over her. I loved her and very well still might. I can't stand this feeling of hopelessness. One year of my life feels like it has been flushed down the toilet. ( Read more... )

"I never thought I'd find someone to be mine..."

So, life's funny ain't it? A man without his sanity is nothing.

"...Lord knows I was right, cause you just crossed the line."

I've officially moved past the heartbroken stage because my schedule doesn't allow me to be sad for long. Instead it feels the need for me to be as pissed off as I can be. Let's run down the list of reasons I'm angry ( Read more... )

It's almost been a week since the pain began. The pain lessens with every day but the hole in my heart remains the same. All I want is to have somebody take the holes left in my heart throughout the years and mend them. Perhaps it's too much to ask but hopefully it isn't. Other than that, I dyed my hair, check out the myspace or facebook for a pic ( Read more... )

I've decided that due to the fact that I'm strange, I shall start titling these entries in chapter form. The first one was single now. This one is single: day 2. I say day 2 because it is technically the second full day of me being single, though the first day I have not seen her. Going to bed last night was one of the hardest experiences I've had ( Read more... )