i used to think in terms of the glass always being half full but these days or atleast this year that same glass is now become half empty. someone once told me that i do not wear my heart on my sleve. (and please, if this someone would please not think that this whole post is about them or for them, because it pretty much involves me and a lot of ( Read more... )

so i do have a confession to make... there is someone out there in this world that i have had the pleasure of meeting, and felt a new with this person.... a person that mind fucks me in a way that i cant explain or believe that was ever real.... a person that oh, if times were different i would love to take all the abuse to be theirs.... to be one ( Read more... )

OCTOBER sucks ( Read more... )

I would have to say that the last 42 hours have been effin amazing. My best friend, Boy Lawren, and myself decided to take a rode trip down to his home town, San Luis Obispo, on Monday for the NEW TOMORROW show. NEW TOMORROW is an amazing band. Boy Lawren introduced these amazing guys to me a couple of months ago at a show in roseville at a ( Read more... )

I was going to send you all a message individually, but then I got lazy. So here goes ( Read more... )

As National Aids Day, 12/1/05, approaches, I seem to be bombarded and have to face the fact that my father died of AIDs a few years back. Well technically the medical records state that my father died of lung cancer due to him being an avid smoker, which is probably why i am not a fan of smokers, and his white blood cell count was to low to fight ( Read more... )

This report is a short edition of the AstroText Love. It is meant as a sample and and advertisement for the full version of the AstroText Love which can be ordered from Astrodienst as a bount report of about 20 - 30 pages. In the short edition, only a few, but nevertheless important aspects of your natal chart are considered ( Read more... )

im deleting my myspace blogs, but before i do i wanted to post them here since LJ keeps them even if you write lots....

domestic violence is never fucking cool... especially when my family members are involved....

just be my health insurance... my allergies kill me.... all i want is someone to pay to doctors to find out what i am allergic to and give me pills to cure this itchy, sneezy, get sick cause there is mucas every where shit... it also makes me not want to wear my contact.. which i would be glad not to if i had some decend glasses.... so is it to ( Read more... )