Its so lonely here. I dont think my nails can get any shorter. It's hard having one friend I actually like because I find myself relying on her too much for company. My room-mates went to some fashion show thing and invited me, but I denied. I dont know what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm tired, or stressed. I dont know why I dont make some sort of ( Read more... )

Tonight made me realize a lot. I love being home. I love the feeling of doing close to nothing, just hanging out with your best friends. Drinking, dennys. That kinda small shit is the shit I live for. The shit I used to take for granted, but now soak every second of it up. It hurts me when people lie and backstab me, but I guess people will be ( Read more... )

"even if we knew which way to head..but still we probably wouldn't go" Probably the truest thing ever. I think i'm the type of person who would rather seek some sort of adventure than go in a directed path. Except what happens when the path you choose isn't much of an adventure? bordom, lonlieness, thinking...to much too. I will never learn, ever. ( Read more... )

It's weird... when youre not home... You start thinking of everybody and anybody you ever met/ knew and all the stupid things you did. Nothing really matted then, but it all matters now. im home sick. i miss the east coast. Maybe I wasn't ready to leave or maybe I just took for granted the things I had while I was there. Either way, I wonder what ( Read more... )

Someone just pulled the rape chord in their dorm, and it was extremely loud and annoying...anyways.....college is weird. Just a shit load of people stuck in neutral waiting for their lives to "begin". I dont even know what I want to major in....I sorta just want to go off and join the peace core. Life is different to all people. Your dreams are not ( Read more... )

What is the world​ comin​g to?​?​?​?​?​ comme​rcial​ism yeah.​.​thats​ it. fuck comme​rcial​ism fuck you money​ hungr​y ameri​ca.​.​.​.​I must confe​ss I am new to this whole​ festi​val scene​.​.​but let me just say this.​.​.​Lange​rado.​.​.​2009.​.​.​MIAMI​?​ Bicen​tenni​al Park ..no campi​ng?​ oh wait.​.​.​it gets bette​r.​.​.​"​late night​ shows ( Read more... )

All of my entries have been based upon my college experience so far. . .Dont get me wrong I like it here. I've made good friends. I like the nature environment, I like how its not too crazy here. One thing I can not stand is the stupidity level. Just a couple examples... Man: "Are you registered to vote" Me: "yes" kid behind me: "voting is stupid ( Read more... )

if you haven't already, listen to Neil Young- After the Gold Rush. It's probably one of my favorite songs. It also makes you feel. . . I miss everyone especially my boyfriend. Being without the ones you love- It seemed possible in the beginning. Now I just cant help to think it's impossible. I watched the movie Almost Famous today. After it I felt ( Read more... )

so I moved in to my dorm. Its an apt. style dorm which is nice, I have 3 roomates. and I have the last bedroom...v.i.p. bitches. So one of my roomates is cool...courtney..except she always has guys over so i feel like I cant have any privacy when I wanna shower or do something. Like for instance I just wokeup was in m pjs looking a mess and in ( Read more... )

I'm about to leave for school and nothing feels right nothing seems right. I didnt even get to say goodbye to my boyfriend, or my dad. they kinda just left when I was in the shower. So I dont really know how to feel. like I said, Its weird to say goodbye without even saying goodbye. I am dreading this whole move in thing..meeting my roomates, my ( Read more... )