i think it's funny when some people are mad at you, they tell secrets that were once kept between only the two of you. actually, i don't think it's funny. i think it's bullshit. so, you're mad at me..come to me and discuss it, instead of being a little bitch about it and tell my ex-girlfriend or anyone else for that matter bullshit about me. some ( Read more... )

so, i scare her. i make her panic and she tells me to go away. she hides her face and sometimes cries. she pushes me away and tells me that she's ok ( Read more... )

so wow. where to start? i don't think i've really talked about my life in a while. things that are going on, things that aren't going on, things that are confusing, things that suck, things that actually make me happy, etc ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say...

i'm at a blank..about it all. everything.

i only want the best. i can't 'settle' for anything else. if it's not the best, i'd rather not have anything at all, because i'm just going to be unhappy with it anyway. when i take 2nd or 3rd best, i think of what it'd be like if i had the best. if it would be possible for me to have the best. but even when the best is within reach, i either fuck ( Read more... )

sighs all sighs ( Read more... )

family drama seems to never end around my house. drama period never seems to end around my life. work is fine, my car is fun, i'm somewhat happy with myself. Alicia checked herself into rehab about 5 days ago, Candice and Jake are still doing stupid things which has now resulted in them splitting up for the time being, perhaps a divorce will take ( Read more... )

MY car:

2001 Silver 2Dr Automatic Honda Civic/ 34K miles/ $12,000.

i love it. not too shabby for my first car bought on my own. and i'm very thankful that my dad co-signed for me.

i don't think that i've ever had more of a reality check in growing up than i've had in the past two weeks. and i'm sure it'll progress that way for the next month or so. i'm in this situation where my parents are helping me find a car, but they aren't going to help me pay for it or co-sign or put their name anywhere on the papers. and they're ( Read more... )

i miss a lot of people. this job is taking up just about all of my time. and having no car doesn't help much. i hope to catch up on lost time with many friends. the word on the street is that there's going to be a hot deal on a '94 Civic in the paper tomorrow. only $400?!?! what?! wow, all of you should check it out, hell, you should just buy it. i ( Read more... )