Well I'm back at the point of having relationship problems in life and this time it is super confusing. I am living with my girlfriend now and love her and care about her but the complicated part is I have strong feelings for another girl. This other girl i feel like she is me in the female form and perfect in every way. I feel like if I don't take ( Read more... )

Well life is good I guess. Besides the fact of being completely ruined by a girl that i thought was everything to me. I've listened to every sad emo song in hopes that it will make me feel better but if anything. It just made her harder to forget due to the fact that every song I painted my own picture of our demise in my head. Needless to say i ( Read more... )

Well I guess alot has changed in the past few months or actually just this last week. Bad breakups suck that's for sure I don't know it's pretty much the exact opposite of last time because I was the one extremely attached then. It sucks but I can feel where she's coming from. I think I just don't want to deal with any of that right now. Ehhh life ( Read more... )

Im coming to Oxnard Im driving and leaving tomorrow morning i miss home like crazy. Im so stoked cuz Chuck is moving back here with me. Well if anyone wants to chill you know the digits later bitches<3333

Well right now I am in Pullman Washington on the Idaho border at my girlfriends sisters house and I cant fucking sleep. Well this isnt out of the ordinary I have the worst sleep pattern ever. Its been awhile since Ive updated this bitch so Ill start with the band shit. Well i have a new band were called Iris metal/screamoish stuff check it out on ( Read more... )

well last night was awesome went and watched Contra and hung out with the guys like old times it was way cool and cant wait to chill it with u all again when I come back home. Then went all the way home and talked to good old chuck for about an hour and told him how the show went and shit and got to talk to everybody for a little bit and it was ( Read more... )

well we just finished recording our new dvd and things went awesome and thanks to everybody that came out that are on my friends list. Well it looks like a User's Guide, Linden Murder, Contra show is in the works for the 20 of December and were playing with Coretta Scott and The Clarity Process the 27 of January and are doing a west coast tour in ( Read more... )

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Well the new band is goin awesome we r playing a skateboard competition this weekend and a few other shows lined up after that. I miss home and my friends but im doin ok and having fun at the same time. Everybody check out our myspace page and if u have myspace add us u can hear a new song up their to. The bands name is "Users Guide" and if u dont ( Read more... )

Honestly this day has been shit why do they call it a fucking anniversary when somebody dies cuz its pretty much a day for u to feel like shit once a year. Its not fair that u have to have people that u fucking love so much taken away from you for no good reason. I just cant stop thinking about it this day was just like a trigger for fucking ( Read more... )