Comments | thenwecollide: it means the joke is an over joke.

thenwecollide

it means the joke is an over joke.

Apr 16, 2004 23:13

the airport is a waste of time; the birds are going to get cancer, bird cancer, cancer at the airport, airports give you cancer if you are a bird. they can't change anything about the situation, it's in their nature and i miss the smell of you and even if you could care less, i think that's fine. i bet you fell in love- well, alright. you're going ( Read more... )

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amrou April 17 2004, 17:05:51 UTC

That's so sad. I hope it's not based on anything true.

thenwecollide April 17 2004, 20:59:45 UTC

you seem very unreal to me at the moment.

amrou April 18 2004, 15:14:32 UTC

How so?

thenwecollide April 18 2004, 16:34:22 UTC

kind of like. okay think about this. when did we start portraying ourselves as the same person? we did that for such a long time. we are this. we did. we said. we always. we don't. it didn't matter when we had to distinguish ourselves as just the one person; it was in school when a teacher would refer to you or to me, or work when there was no me, or wherever there was no you. our seperate interpersonal relationships, whatever. but i think it was apparent that we were strongly influenced by each other's reactions and the attachment that we had. i know that you can look at when we were interdependent and realize how that still holds us together somehow. even when we've felt that we had nothing, through fights or whatever else. well.. we don't try to make a point of being this single entity anymore. and that's fine i guess. it's just that when i am reminded of what we were (by photos and letters and everything else) i get a strange feeling because the part of me that existed solely for you isn't strong at all anymore. it's there ( ... )