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theo_estrella

Department of redundancy department

Feb 13, 2007 20:15

Which is worse self-doubt or inflated ego ( Read more... )

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mybluwings February 14 2007, 02:25:52 UTC

You just gotta keep on truckin, truckin, truckin or if you prefer as a train, chuggin chuggin chuggin. I can relate to a bit of that, when you are doing the same stuff and not seeing immediate results. I guess we're in a sort of limbo. Perhaps this is the age that sort of thing happens.

I have no idea how to make new friends in a new area. I have no idea. By chance? The eenternet?! We'll have to think on this one....how to get back to boy and band basics.

You are my fucking hero for doing what you are doing. HERO!

theo_estrella February 14 2007, 10:59:34 UTC

Thanks so much! But sometimes I feel like I am putting off the finer things in life for too long, (house, mommyhood). You are my Hero for being a strong, GREAT mother and friend. Your a good sister too. Yeah but even if I had friends here I don't think I'd have the time for them right now. I also think part of it is a mental block - I have GREAT friends they just are not in close approximation to me so I think that every new person just sucks.I love you! I am going back to bed because there is no possiable way I will make it to work today as my road is covered in a foot of snow. It finally feels like home here today.

enkarthios February 15 2007, 18:05:57 UTC

Your letter got one page longer yesterday. Who knows, maybe I will send it someday- !?

You can come here and listen to me play the piano any time (except during normal work hours). Am I still a boy?

C is right- chin up, hero! Someday you will be able to tell young children about the sort of murk you had to crawl through to get where you are. To and from school, uphill both ways.

theo_estrella February 15 2007, 21:48:27 UTC

I'm not sure weather I consider you a boy, or a best friend/ even sister. You are a good friend though. My schedual sucks but maybe I could get to AA over spring break I am not sure though. Yes I am going bare foot up the snow covered hill. I just wish I was on the way down.