It also makes me really nervous because I go to bed at three and wake up at noon and feel like the day is over and I won't accomplish anything. And then I start doubting that I've ever really accomplished anything. I realize that I can't afford to waste days because after this break it's second semester, and then senior year, and then college and times moves way too fast and I'll probably die lonely with only my cats for company if I don't start carpeing the fucking diem. Then I get depressed and can't sleep so I stay up until three and wake up and noon and the cycle repeats...
i miss you too. and the way you know exactly what i'm talking about, even when it is the most obscure thing, like ever. i think i might go tell my latin teacher to start carpeing the fucking diem.
I hate guilt. guilt, regret, and jealousy have got to be the worst emotions EVER. And they tend to go with each other ALOT, which just makes for miserable human existence. what's making you feel guilty? (e-mail me if you don't want to put it on lj, or just ignore me if I'm being presumptuous. I just feel like I don't have anything helpful to say without knowing the problem.)
i have to make this movie for a film class and i've barely started. the thing is, i would do it if i wanted to do it, but i have no...mojo. so i just sit around all day feeling anxious and guilty. amen on the three worst emotions. ugh, and it feels like it's one of the three at all times.
I am so feeling you right now. I should be working on my notebook for english, that I was suppossed to be doing all semester, but I don't have everything I need, so I'm settling down to watch Gilmore Girls.
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It also makes me really nervous because I go to bed at three and wake up at noon and feel like the day is over and I won't accomplish anything. And then I start doubting that I've ever really accomplished anything. I realize that I can't afford to waste days because after this break it's second semester, and then senior year, and then college and times moves way too fast and I'll probably die lonely with only my cats for company if I don't start carpeing the fucking diem. Then I get depressed and can't sleep so I stay up until three and wake up and noon and the cycle repeats...
Is that just me? In any event, I miss you.
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guilt, regret, and jealousy have got to be the worst emotions EVER. And they tend to go with each other ALOT, which just makes for miserable human existence.
what's making you feel guilty? (e-mail me if you don't want to put it on lj, or just ignore me if I'm being presumptuous. I just feel like I don't have anything helpful to say without knowing the problem.)
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