stressed.
overwhelmed with work. 
haven't reached breaking point yet. 
but will certainly do, when crunch time comes.

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am looking for someone whom i can lean on for support, but it seems so difficult... so unlikely, to find that someone. honestly, i'm not really that picky when it comes to relationships. as long as i can ( Read more... )

ok. bitching session round 2.

today's a pretty rough day. first, i failed to get started revision for my final paper, because i had unknowingly spent the first half of the day sleeping in, so i couldn't get to start finishing the remainder work of my programme sheet until noon. then i had to go down to the printer's to do the alignment and all. ( Read more... )

alright. it's two thirty am on a saturday morning and i'm nowhere near completing my revision for monday's social psych. well, i have three more experiments to read, but it doesn't help if i can't remember whatever i've read in the past.

it's not comforting to know that i have to meet weixun and co. at kallang tomorrow to go to yungshung to settle ( Read more... )

I think I have gotten stupid again.

So, I pissed off my 'superior' today, by asking the wrong question at the wrong time. I could have waited till I was confirmed the job at Curry Favor, but no... no-no-no, I had to open my bloody mouth and ask him if there was any way I could not go for the end-of-year trip, should I be asked to work over the ( Read more... )

starting to get disillusioned already. that's quite bad, because i haven't officially started work yet.

not good, eh?

not really disillusioned with what i have to do. just tired. freakin tired.

not that i don't really want to change, but the work is... well, kinda overwhelming, don't you think?

at one shot, you ask me to assume three portfolios?

it'd ( Read more... )

The past few days have been a trip down the slide. Another self-discovery...

Apart from discovering my brother's match-making ploy, I finally learnt to listen to my mind properly to come to the decision that I've made for myself.

He's not suitable for me.

Okay, while this may seem like hindsight bias, I really did consider the possibilities of ( Read more... )

I have asked myself this question time after time, and found myself giving different reason. Initially the reasons were superficial, but then they began to carry more substance.

Why do I want to run for crew?

At first glance, it seems very superficial to say that it will improve my CV. Of course, no one is denying that it will not, but I think that ( Read more... )

just when i thought i won't fall for anyone else in the near future, the theory of expectations and self-fulling prophecy seems to dominate the discussion of my love life.

it's not fair for me to say that i do like him (romantically) because if given a different set of circumstances, i may very well not give a thought at all about a relationship ( Read more... )

It's eerie, because there are so many similarities. The main difference is that both of them now exist on two different planes of existence. [for once, writing from the first person POV]

It's getting on my nerves.

Death has always been a touchy subject. As long as I vaguely know the deceased, nothing can stop me from playing the thoughts over and ( Read more... )

The author finds it ludicrous that the fear for an old flame still lingers in the crevices of her mind.

Oh, by the way, I'm finally going to publish. Perhaps after the interceding years when we're happily together with someone else we might look back at those old moments and laugh. If you've still got objections, now's the time to tell me. If not, ( Read more... )