A first time, for everything.

Sep 10, 2008 14:57

Never in my life can I recall wishing someone ill will, and I'm not sure if I even really mean it, but I thought it, so here it is ( Read more... )

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D: ! yellowagency September 11 2008, 06:23:25 UTC
More elaboration pleeeease! What happened? :o

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Re: D: ! theola September 11 2008, 07:21:45 UTC
I feel like if I elaborate, this post becomes more than what it is.

So before I explain, I need to say that this is really more about me expressing something totally foreign to my general being, like logging some twisted right of passage.

My girlfriend of 5 started sleeping with my ex-fiance a month after I saw him last. I introduced them, and confided in her about him. I have very little resentment towards him about it (for various reasons) and I harbor these malicious feelings towards her that come and go in waves. I try to be the bigger person but sometimes they just slip in even though it's been months and months. Sometimes I feel like I would burn her alive if she was standing in front of me. And sometimes I just don't care at all.

I think that people should be better to each other.

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theola September 11 2008, 07:35:30 UTC
*5 years* I meant.

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