an idle mind is only dangerous while on the interstate of life

[theomandalay]

Ok, I have way to much time on my hands to ponder things that a smart person would create ample distractions to avoid. I have a problem in that I have an overwhelming need to tell people what I think and feel, especially women in my life be them friends or whatever else. I have lost contact with people over the years for telling them how I feel

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[theomandalay]

The comment...well ranting I guess, has nothing to do with anything or one in the present. Everyhting I said was with nobody in mind. I was just reflecting upon my life in general.
What is to quick? I have dated someone for a year and developed nothing in the way of loving feelings....outside of the kind one feels for a very close friend..... and on the flip side I have dated someone for only a couple of months before feeling something. Not a pattern I assure you, my reaction to someone depends on who they are and just how much of who they are as a person generates positive emotions inside of me.