And the beat keeps runnin' runnin' and runnin' runnin'.......

[theomandalay]

And the dreams continue(as mentioned in a previous post). While at the time they are of a most comforting nature once I wake I am left with a feeling of loneliness as I have no one in my life to actually experience that with.

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sadly there is more to it than that

[theomandalay]

While the time I am here in WI may make things a bit more visible I would have the problem no matter where I am in the country or the world. I could have 20 friends right at my fingertips and yet still feel lonely. You see, I feel incomplete without someone to wrap my arms around etc......I want to be wanted, I want someone to want my love. I have no luck with dating...it is either time and space that gets in the way, the person is fucked in the head(hi Karen), or there are plenty of guys more available out there anxious to treat those they get involved with like shit.....and sadly they are more desirable than I.