Grr...and I was keeping up with 2 AM, half way to my 1 AM goal...

[theomniadam]

The following is written with the end goal of self actualization. It is unlikely to provide any insight on your journey for your own, though you are welcome to read from it if you so choose- it is in no way meant to deter you from where you are going.

Comments

[elfearz]

I think the fact that you are admitting its unhealthy is a start. This entry seemed more honest than others. Take it from someone who knows, sometimes baby steps are all you can manage and other times its not even that its crawling.

I, of course, will always be here for you even if you don't want me to be. ;) Because I care.