california was amazing. and there really is nothing more important in life than family. it was just an amazing trip and they're coming to visit us again in august and october :] definitely going to make cali at least an annual trip... not to mention the fact that i would love to live there. but anyways, i actually got to relax for the first time ( Read more... )

2 exams down! much easier than i thought they would be which should be a good sign, right??? yep yep. 2 exams and this god forsaken paper to do! waking up early again to study for tomorrow's exam cause i need to finish this paper tonite. yuckkkkk. the book is good, but i'm not done yet ( Read more... )

so this has to stop ( Read more... )

baby i hate when you do this...
stop ignoring me :[

i love him so so so so much. i dont know how this is going to turn out. i wish i was young enough to not worry about it, we had the best weekend last weekend... i just really don't know how it's going to work, i mean love is supposed to be the end all be all, but i've been raised to think objectively...and sometimes i wish i hadn't or that i didn't ( Read more... )

i wish i could make it work

Only love ( Read more... )

i'm confused.
and dragging that out.

I want a lover i don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where is the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and i can't seem to get full
I need some meaning i can memorize
The kind i have always seem to slip my mind

:[. it's harder than i thought :[