life.
I'm ready to say goodbye to a couple of people. I'm ready to say hello to others. I realized that it's never what you think. Sometimes your instincts can be wrong. I think mine were markedly wrong about a person, but maybe I need that. I need to not be right about him to make this whole damn thing work. I'm freaking out ( Read more... )

this is more for me to remember what the hell my summer repetoire is. it's really wonderful and i like all of the pieces.

Arias:

Adelaide (Beethoven)
Thou Shalt Dash Them (Handel)
If with all your hearts (Mendelsohnn)
Waft Her Angels High (Handel)
Dalla Sua Pace (Mozart)
Then Shall The Righteous Shine Forth (Mendelsohnn)

Art Songs
L'ombre ( Read more... )

school...

so frosh year is officially over. I'm looking ragged and acting worse these days. I'm not happy with this university, i'm not happy with myself at this university, I settled and I don't know why, but what ever the reason, year one is done and I plan to make the next three damn good. I decided against going to William & Mary, reasons ( Read more... )

so it's a manic monday. in the truest since. those of you who follow my other blog know of the craziness that this semester has brought. today compacted it and then threw it in my face. i'm just going to address life at the moment by subject area

school....

it's been very hard lately for me to motivate myself to do anything school related. i'm in ( Read more... )

looks shallow

i'm so disgusted with myself right now ( Read more... )

jay...

hello there. i guess you've stumbled upon my livejournal and i bet it's one of three ways....you found me on someone elses, you looked for me or by some random happenstance of cyberspace, you sincerely stumbled here. there's not that much to say so i guess i'll tell you a bit about me ( Read more... )

i don't even pretend to know anymore. it's just like that.

I wonder sometimes if life is really about the people around you?

most likely not. i'm on my own and loving it that way.

Sagittarians are loners, preferring to make their accomplishments on their own. They don't like to be exposed to the same people and routines. If they went on a road trip with other people they would probably end up killing them all and ditching the bodies along the way ( Read more... )

I woke up late