Glad to hear from you! And glad that you've been so strong to really reflect on the Luke/Cortney thing... many people I know would NEVER suck up their pride. I admire you. So so SO sorry to hear about your grandma's house... this isn't the same in the slightest.. but it's somewhat related.. I went to a cabin that my grandpa had in the mountatins in north GA every summer for 16 years or so.. so I kinda grew up in that house, too. And he sold it 2 years ago... true.. I can still go to it.. but I still sort of understand how you feel. Luff ya!
i miss you so much girlybeach_bum28September 21 2004, 20:50:13 UTC
wow. i havent been on here in forever too and i really need to update, but i wouldnt even know where to start at this point. reading your entry made me think a lot. nate has this ex kim who is crazy, like tried to slit her wrists in the past over some of his other ex's and i dont like her, at all. she has become a problem for us, well mainly me i guess, b/c i know she isnt over him and she is just causing trouble. she talks a lot of shit and i do too, but your entry made me think a lot. i cant lie and say i was never in the other shoes. i guess we all know i was crazy, so called, after alan. losing someone you love, when you truly thought you loved them and could spend your life with them, causes breakdowns and a lot of pain. it would be unfair for everyone to claim they never acted irrationally after the loss of someone or something truly special to them at the time
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my grandmas house was destroyed in a fire and my dad was really down about it for awhile. im sorry.
othernews, i find it really interesting that our behavior to us is justified at the time, but then when we finally are in the same shoes, that were left feeling like assholes who can do nothing about it. its not a good feeling.
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And glad that you've been so strong to really reflect on the Luke/Cortney thing... many people I know would NEVER suck up their pride. I admire you.
So so SO sorry to hear about your grandma's house... this isn't the same in the slightest.. but it's somewhat related.. I went to a cabin that my grandpa had in the mountatins in north GA every summer for 16 years or so.. so I kinda grew up in that house, too. And he sold it 2 years ago... true.. I can still go to it.. but I still sort of understand how you feel. Luff ya!
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othernews, i find it really interesting that our behavior to us is justified at the time, but then when we finally are in the same shoes, that were left feeling like assholes who can do nothing about it. its not a good feeling.
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