reading
lifting heavy objects at the gallery
victoria station-ing
going to a shitty play that my sister was in....
being around people I hate
coming back to my father's house to find no one home....
cheese and onion sandwich
what will happen next?

Last night was a whole bunch of shit. I was in the mood to write, but as usual the fact that I'm in the mood does not mean that anything will get put down on paper. I wrote a poem. But I don't know if I like it and it reeks almost undesirably of Horace.....but I don't know! I just don't know anymore! I feel like I've forgotten how to write because ( Read more... )

Today was a waste. I slept and ate and watched TV. I haven't watched TV in many many days. I guess I just got to that point of boredom where ANYTHING will do. I am so sick of sitting on the couch watching reruns of The Simpsons that I have seen eight million times. So then why do I still find myself doing it? It definitely cannot do anything good ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a great great day. It started out rather slow. I made a grilled cheese sandwich and read the Jungle all day! And I cleaned my room for the first time in several months and now I can see and am able to sit on the floor! I am so happy! There is a mysterious stain on my rug though and it's kind of sticky and I don't know how it got there ( Read more... )

I've been playing with crayons and listening to Joanna Newsom all day!
I guess it could be a lot worse...

The night before last I had a dream that Becca was a martyr (like Joan of Arc, kind of) and had to dig a tunnel into her subconscious. Her subconscious was a church and there were all these people there going up for communion. And there was wasn't a priest and the goblet of wine just kind of floated there. And then I don't know what happened ( Read more... )

No it's not ( Read more... )

Last night my brother and I drank wine and recorded music in the upstairs sitting room. It sounds pretty awesome and like we recorded it in our living room, which we did! It was a lot of fun and I can't wait to record some more. The people I opened for in March want me and Ben to play at a show in Worcester! So, that is pretty great ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 10 because my father was being all grumpy about my brother not getting up earlier enough and he kept coming into the room going: "Wake up" and making bad jokes that he never meant to be funny and just made him sound like an ass ( Read more... )

I have looked for the face of God ( Read more... )