Can't seem to sleep. I feel sick. Wrestlemania was good at least, although quite the expensive investment. My stomach hurts.

Really at this point I'm happy with whatever I get, I suppose.

We had days of clouds and rainbows, but when I go back through the shadows, it's only the clouds that cast a shade.

Never Date a Leo


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So I just spent the last 12 hours or so sleeping, having finally managed to stop having nightmares for a little while. I seem to have some sort of link between depression and nightmares; either I feel happy and have terrible dreams, or I feel terrible and have good dreams. I suppose it's better to be functional and have nightmares, but still, that' ( Read more... )

Sometimes it seems like i can either have sexual intimacy or emotional intimacy but not both.

Rather than go to Easter services, I stayed home and dreamed of my own damnation. I dreamed of a place where need knew no satiation. Endless hunger, endless thirst, endless exhaustion, all trapped in a bitter landscape devoid of beauty.

My journal has been much more boring since certain events. God I miss the sick bastards I used to be friends with.

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship ( Read more... )

Look, man, or maybe I should say ladies because they seem most responsible for this...not every two characters who like each other, or are obsessed with each other in fiction want to fuck each other. People do occasionally have relationships that are really close and yet to not devolve into buttsecks. I'm not saying that you can't have your little ( Read more... )

So, my car went in the shop...and went out of the shop. They don't know what's wrong with it. Real smooth. You go to school to be that retarded guys ( Read more... )

Well, the test went well, I think.

Someone I know is doing things.

Roxie went back to work, if only for a few weeks.

I want a cheeseburger.