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of milking my cow, ned...
dillon called me at 9:45 this morning...i was beyond surprised...for once, it's early...and two...it's dillon...odd. so we talked for about 20 minutes and i discovered his feats at mardi gras. he got off the phone to eat breakfast because he was starved...he said he'd call me back as soon as he finished ( Read more... ) -
of tiffany's stupidity and whatnot...
DAMNIT I FUCKED UP ANOTHER CD!!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!! i keep forgetting to convert these damnable files to .wavs.
i am such an idiot.
gah.
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of lethal makeup remover and ville valo's hotness...
beware of eye makeup remover. i accidently got some in my eye this evening and now i'm all blurry and fuzzy...bah humbug ( Read more... ) -
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if i never had a fleck of love in my heart, why do i mourn the end and the loss of hope when i know there can never be a new beginning ( Read more... ) -
of bitter sweet victories...
my mouth is dry...all i taste is bitter sweet victory. a triumph over my weakness that wasn't a direct result of my own doing...but a joint result of us both. he's moved away from me; i can feel it. and in turn, without his clingyness...i have become independent of him ( Read more... ) -
of constantly going back to confront misery...
there once was a girl who thought she was strong enough to make it on her own. she never thought she needed anyone until she met a boy that made her weak in the knees. this boy was sweet and strong and made her feel protected, safe, and warm. she fancied herself in love with this boy, but had to end it because she was hurting beyond compare. she ( Read more... ) -
of fucking love...
this is where i'm going to mimick bob and say
"i want a lover i don't have to love."
fuck it. fuck LOVE.
what a sham.
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of late nights and early mornings...
for the past few nights, i've deprived myself of much needed sleep by hitting the sheets around 1 am. my body is revolting against me...and all i can think about is how weary i am ( Read more... ) -
of pool halls and guys who want my nuts...
jamie called me at 3:00 and asked if i wanted to go shoot some pool...i, naturally being the person bored out of my mind that i am, said yes. i had no idea how to play pool, but hey, one can always learn...right ( Read more... )
