LJI season ten: Topic1-the afterlife

[thepheenixeyri]

It is always there, the abyss. There's nothing to look at-you can't even see yourself, all you see is empty black space. You lean into it, hoping, praying you might see yourself reflected in it, but all you have is more blackness-then the thoughts start. 'it's hopeless, hopeless' it whispers in your brain-but how did it' find it's way in? You didn'

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[lordrexfear]

While I personally have never experienced the deepness this goes, I have suffered through it with others. Most especially recently as shortly after finishing my piece about struggle my friend made him who knows how many attempt to end his life. He's done this at least 5... maybe more times in the 7 years I've known him. I personally at my wit's end... but then I think how he must feel. Yet, that delicate balance, his sanity versus mine.
I hate making comments that personalize the instead of speaking to it, but at the same time... if it evokes thought, then my comment is fine.

[thepheenixeyri]

Be glad; It is not a fun place to be. I'm just glad that tiny bit of rationality was still there for me. I don't even want to think if it weren't... Easpecially since I still live by myself. It was really rather scary, and I'm glad I managed to pull myself out of that place.

I wish your friend all the best, and my thoughts are with you and him.

-P~

[rayaso]

I am so sorry to hear about your friend. I hope things get better.

[rayaso]

Words always seem so inadequate when faced with entries like this. I am sorry you have been to such a dark place.

[my_name_is_jenn]

♥