I've already blown several chances to talk to really cute new girls this week. What the hell is wrong with me? I need to get that old confidence back, like the good old days, or the kind I have when I'm on vacation. I always do well with the ladies on vacation ha.

Hopelessly not in love. Is that even a saying? If it isn't I'm making it one. Anywho, it was a good weekend besides work, I put up with more crap at work in the last 2 days than in the last month I've been working there. My goal this week: talk to atleast one cute girl I don't know well and see where it takes me.

I can easily say this was the worst spring break. Ever.

I need to find a lady to hang out with soon. I don't even care the circumstances, even someone just to make out with. Someone more serious would be nice. But I really need to get my mind off the last heart break and move on as hard as it may seem.

She's involved with someone else. Thats it. Its over. She did it behind my back. Im crushed. I bawled for the first time in five years. I want to fucking die. Is finding love impossible for me?

I'm having trouble seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

All I want to do is hang out with my girl and thats the only thing I haven't been able to do the past week. Sigh. =(

I'm not sure how to write this so I'll just give it straight from the heart. Over a time period that seems like a split second my life has been turned upside down. Women have always been the thing in my life that has been uncertain and caused me grief, while my future was always planned out and seemed certain. Over the past couple weeks I've been ( Read more... )

And just when I begin to doubt, everything turns out fine. ♥

I don't want to get my hopes up or anything but my love life may finally be changing for the better soon. Lets hope I don't screw this up.

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Real transmission from kennedy:

"While doing some work, heard the following exchange on Kennedy Tower freq:

Twr: Cactus 51, turn right zulu and golf, hold behind the plane that's stopped to recycle.

Cactus 51: Cactus 51 we'll make the right zulu and golf, behind the recycled airplane ... whatever that means.

Twr: C'mon Cactus, you guys ( Read more... )