Who knew Icelandic music could be so therapeutic?
So, basically.... Ah, forget it. This chat with my good friend shall explain all. XD
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:22 AM): :[
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:30 AM): heeey
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:32 AM): take it easy
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:33 AM): im just saying
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:39 AM): you could have it bad.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:41 AM): or you could be me
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:42 AM): XD
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:43 AM): :))
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:45 AM): ...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:47 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:52 AM): BUT YOU'RE A SMART PERSON.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:59 AM): no
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:00 AM): I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M STILL IN XAVIER.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:00 AM): D:
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:04 AM): im globe now remember?!
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:12 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:17 AM): X__X
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:22 AM): GOD YOU DONT LAUGH AT ANYTHING DONT YO
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:23 AM): U
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:19 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:19 AM): fine
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:23 AM): whats wrong?
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:19 AM): I feel...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:23 AM): Insignificant.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:25 AM): And dumb.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:26 AM): And stupid.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:28 AM): And dumb.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:30 AM): And stupid.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:35 AM): And just more fucking dumb than ever.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:45 AM): I've never had this much "below-average" shit before.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:08:50 AM): whyyy?
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:56 AM): Almost every quiz and seatwork...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:58 AM): URGGHHH.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:05 AM): I try to study, I read, I go through my notes...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:08 AM): I try to understand...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:09 AM): BUT WTF.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:20 AM): WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, I JUST DUMB DOWN.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:21 AM): Or something.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:27 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:35 AM): hey man
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:38 AM): its not about smarts
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:51 AM): [lol 'hey man' so sexist. why man?XD] anyways.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:10:08 AM): its a hard quarter ya know
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:10:16 AM): they like shoved da shit all over us
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:10:37 AM): I don't know...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:10:45 AM): Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't get it.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:03 AM): On the outside, I pretend that I don't care if I don't get to be an honor student anymore.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:12 AM): After all, "last year na bitaw". Basta maka graduate lang.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:24 AM): But I die a little inside every time I see some small shitty score on my paper.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:11:30 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:34 AM): Like a fucking one digit number out of a two digit number.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:45 AM): I try not to care, but I still feel bad when I start to think about it.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:02 AM): you're not the only one.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:20 AM): you know those days when im really irritable for no reason? im pissed at my scores.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:20 AM): X__X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:12:43 AM): Oh...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:12:45 AM): I see.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:02 AM): =/
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:04 AM): yeah
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:08 AM): i kinda hate myself for that too
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:21 AM): cause i end up getting mad at low and rob more often X___X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:32 AM): Ah...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:52 AM): Like you're comparing your performance to theirs?
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:56 AM): oh yah
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:14:01 AM): ive told you abt that
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:15 AM): =/
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:21 AM): I get that too. But more so now than usual.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:14:28 AM): =X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:47 AM): XD
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:15:01 AM): :)
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:15:52 AM): But thanks, I guess.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:01 AM): urgh
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:04 AM): i didnt do anything
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:05 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:16:15 AM): Well, you DID share stuff. And talk. And stuff.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:33 AM): But yeah.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:35 AM): Seriously.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:41 AM): That kinda made me feel better.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:17:44 AM): awww
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:18:05 AM): thats good
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:16 AM): =]
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:30 AM): I think I just needed to talk to someone.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:35 AM): It's been building up kasi.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:18:36 AM): yeah
Long, but yeah. XD It explains all.
Right now, I feel a lot better. I'm listening to Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros. They're an Icelandic band. The song is so epic. It just FEELS epic. It makes you feel small, and it makes the world seem so, so big. It opens your eyes, it brings back memories, it makes you wanna cry and just sit in front of the computer and do nothing for a long, long time. Idk. It's just that amazing.
So here is the video.
Enjoyyyy. :D
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:22 AM): :[
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:30 AM): heeey
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:32 AM): take it easy
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:33 AM): im just saying
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:39 AM): you could have it bad.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:41 AM): or you could be me
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:42 AM): XD
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:43 AM): :))
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:45 AM): ...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:47 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:03:52 AM): BUT YOU'RE A SMART PERSON.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:03:59 AM): no
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:00 AM): I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M STILL IN XAVIER.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:00 AM): D:
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:04 AM): im globe now remember?!
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:04:12 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:17 AM): X__X
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:22 AM): GOD YOU DONT LAUGH AT ANYTHING DONT YO
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:04:23 AM): U
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:19 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:19 AM): fine
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:05:23 AM): whats wrong?
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:19 AM): I feel...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:23 AM): Insignificant.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:25 AM): And dumb.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:26 AM): And stupid.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:28 AM): And dumb.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:30 AM): And stupid.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:35 AM): And just more fucking dumb than ever.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:45 AM): I've never had this much "below-average" shit before.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:08:50 AM): whyyy?
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:56 AM): Almost every quiz and seatwork...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:08:58 AM): URGGHHH.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:05 AM): I try to study, I read, I go through my notes...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:08 AM): I try to understand...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:09 AM): BUT WTF.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:20 AM): WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, I JUST DUMB DOWN.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:09:21 AM): Or something.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:27 AM): :(
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:35 AM): hey man
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:38 AM): its not about smarts
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:09:51 AM): [lol 'hey man' so sexist. why man?XD] anyways.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:10:08 AM): its a hard quarter ya know
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:10:16 AM): they like shoved da shit all over us
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:10:37 AM): I don't know...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:10:45 AM): Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't get it.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:03 AM): On the outside, I pretend that I don't care if I don't get to be an honor student anymore.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:12 AM): After all, "last year na bitaw". Basta maka graduate lang.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:24 AM): But I die a little inside every time I see some small shitty score on my paper.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:11:30 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:34 AM): Like a fucking one digit number out of a two digit number.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:11:45 AM): I try not to care, but I still feel bad when I start to think about it.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:02 AM): you're not the only one.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:20 AM): you know those days when im really irritable for no reason? im pissed at my scores.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:12:20 AM): X__X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:12:43 AM): Oh...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:12:45 AM): I see.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:02 AM): =/
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:04 AM): yeah
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:08 AM): i kinda hate myself for that too
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:21 AM): cause i end up getting mad at low and rob more often X___X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:32 AM): Ah...
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:13:52 AM): Like you're comparing your performance to theirs?
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:13:56 AM): oh yah
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:14:01 AM): ive told you abt that
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:15 AM): =/
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:21 AM): I get that too. But more so now than usual.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:14:28 AM): =X
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:14:47 AM): XD
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:15:01 AM): :)
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:15:52 AM): But thanks, I guess.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:01 AM): urgh
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:04 AM): i didnt do anything
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:16:05 AM): :(
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:16:15 AM): Well, you DID share stuff. And talk. And stuff.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:33 AM): But yeah.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:35 AM): Seriously.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:17:41 AM): That kinda made me feel better.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:17:44 AM): awww
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:18:05 AM): thats good
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:16 AM): =]
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:30 AM): I think I just needed to talk to someone.
Niki Calma (7/7/2009 8:18:35 AM): It's been building up kasi.
Fernie Fernandez (7/7/2009 8:18:36 AM): yeah
Long, but yeah. XD It explains all.
Right now, I feel a lot better. I'm listening to Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros. They're an Icelandic band. The song is so epic. It just FEELS epic. It makes you feel small, and it makes the world seem so, so big. It opens your eyes, it brings back memories, it makes you wanna cry and just sit in front of the computer and do nothing for a long, long time. Idk. It's just that amazing.
So here is the video.
Click to viewEnjoyyyy. :D